This morning i sat there thinking what can i actually wear or fit in today. . besides my Pj's.. Lol. I have actually outgrown most my maternity shirts i had worn with Gavin.. which is so crazy.. i think i am just carrying lower and more out there this time. hm. Well anyway i have NO clothes! I don't like this feeling and i am looking forward to going shopping in a few months or so :) yay. . my last doc app went great. Last Tues she told me at 36 1/2 weeks we could do some thing to progress the labor! nice. I had gained 5 more pounds in too weeks, I'm weigh 141 now and still have probably 4 weeks or so to go. ( I'm telling myself 3.. but i really know it will be longer) I started having braxton hicks for the first time on the weekend.. ouch. during the a movie in the theatre.. kinda got me worried, but i remembered that .. ya it hurt allot worse than that when it was real labor. My lag cramps are picking up allot.. every night or more now. Which just reminds me the end is right around the corner. :) I got so sad the other day CuZ i realized my time with just me and Gav Gav was coming to an end. There is nothing like being a mom of one.. when u start adding kiddos, the time one on one is less and there is a lot more to do. (but i am still very excited!)
I have never been so tired in my life.. this baby is sucking every piece of energy out of me this week.. out of all the weeks this one has been the hardest by far. Ive got mood swings and cramping and nauseousness.. Im starting to feel sorry for brandon., but i feel like there is nothing i can do. Just in due time this baby will be here and we can start are family of 4! so werid.
