Wednesday, August 4, 2010

So much so fast.

So its a big month for us. A lot going on and in a short amount of time. Im overwhelmed with being excited, nervous, emotional (from the pregnancy), tired, anxcious, and uncomfortable! But above all i just can't wait to have this little baby boy out of my tummy and into my arms. Please come in 2 weeks!
Buying a house is the most annoying thing. It should be fun and exciting.. etc. but nope its not.. just stress and lots of waiting. I can't believe we are actually attempting to move while I'm over 9 months pregnant now! But the opportunity is just so crazy good we can't pass it up. I just hope everything works out.. and as it looks right now it was just all meant to be. So YAYAY! (if it works) We has to find renters for our house now and that is all falling into place.. im just really wanting everything to go through so we can move in the next couple weeks.. before baby time!
Im thinking this gap between this baby and the next is going to be a lot bigger! My body is so worn out,, but i can't stop getting stuff done.. its like I'm nesting but exhausted and my body just is doing its own thing.
Im ready to not be prego and be playing on the floor with my 2 babys. :) Its so hard not being able to give all i can to gavin. .. and to brandon. I finally have had a few nights of deep cries to let out how overwhelming everything is. It's good to cry.
This weeek i have a list of 20 things to get done before sat! can i do it? i don't know. Well i don't have a choice. Im like Brandon i need you to take friday off.. i cant do it alllllllll! ahhh. so he might be able to thank goodness. Im glad we have some family close cuz i don't know what i would do without brandon's moms help right now.
Gavins bday party is on sat. CARS theme. which is so gavin. ha such a cutie. I'm so excited for him. We kinda spoiled him this year. But how cold we not. He is the only child for only one more month!
He is now wanting to sit on the BIG POTTY! r u kidding me.. he is 10 steps ahead of me alll the time.. wants to ride a bike on his own.. go on the potty.. go to sleep on his own. He deserves a big big birthday party for how amazing he is. What a good boy we have. (and yes by saying that i know this next one is not going to be as easy! haha)
I finally got some pregnancy pictures done. THank YOu So MUch CAPri! She did such a great job. I have only seen a few but i love them so much. If your looking for a photographer she is the one to call! So here are a few that i have seen.